Friday, May 3, 2013

Highs -n- Lows Living with the Disease

Friday, April 3rd

Woke up to more snow this morning...winter isn't giving up...the roads haven't been plowed yet so I won't be getting out anytime soon...
I have swelling, tingling and shooting pain going down my right leg and a cold sensation...

Do I look sick?  I'm not sure...I don't feel well and I don't feel normal.  I'm not sure how others see me...

I just wish the Drs would finish the tests, come up with a true diagnosis and then treat me.
Whatever this disease is it is still active...my body and muscles are still being attacked.

The symptoms resembles Lupus and Dermatomyositis.  Blood samples were sent to CA to get tested to help with the diagnosis...still waiting to hear the results...is it or isn't it??? Results coming soon... :-)

One symptom is my brain going blank...I get so frustrated when my brain is not working when I need it to...I would love to be able to do the things that I used to do but I know I can't. Plain and simple I am limited both physically and mentally...whatever this is...

I am so blessed to have the support of my family and friends to help me go through this...I am determined not to let this diseases defeat me...I will continue reminding myself not to let it get me down...I may not be able to change the disease but I can change how I look at it... :-)

Lord, I trust that You are in control of my situation and will take good care of me... Amen!

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The Rewards of Patience

Read | Hebrews 6:13-15

Patience is hard for us to learn. I don’t know anyone who likes the trait—we simply don’t have time for patience! Life is fast, time’s running out, and we’ve got to get this show on the road, right?

This is clearly how most of us act, even if we don’t say it in so many words. Perhaps that’s why Scripture includes abundant examples of godly patience and its reward. Over and over again, we see the heavenly Father making promises to His children, only to have them wait years—sometimes decades—for the promise to be fulfilled. But the result of that patience is always blessing.

Consider Abraham. At age 75, he was given God’s promise of a son. Ten years later, he was still waiting. Fifteen years passed, then twenty, and still no son. At last, when he was 100—a quarter-century after the Lord had made the promise—baby Isaac was born. Surely Abraham must have had times of doubt during that lengthy wait. However, he continued to trust in God and kept watching for the fulfillment of His promise.

There are plenty of other examples. As a young man, Jacob met the girl of his dreams, but he had to work many years before making her his bride. Joseph had a God-given vision of blessing at 17 but languished more than a decade in slavery and prison prior to receiving the reward. And David was anointed King of Israel as a teenager but spent the next 14 years or so running for his life before taking the throne.

Shortcuts never lead to where God wants us to be. The long road, however, is filled with faithful servants. Are you waiting on the Lord today? Be encouraged—you’re in good company.

Another great day!

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