Monday, November 4, 2013

Highs -n- Lows Living with the Disease

Monday, November 4th

Another beautiful morning...
Well, yesterday I changed my mind and decided to go to church.  I won't let my illnesses rule my life.  After church Paul and I went out for breakfast... :-)

Today, Paul, Kris and I are moving grandma Gloria into the St. Lucas nursing home memory care unit.   Her legs continue to swell and she has sores again. :-(  We are going over at around 9am so I can show Paul and Kris where her room is in St. Lucas.  Kaylee and I are planning on eating lunch with grandma Gloria and while we are eating Paul and Kris will move her things over.  After eating I have a wheelchair van coming to take grandma over.  Kaylee and I will be at the nursing home to meet grandma Gloria when she arrives.  I am planning on going over again tomorrow and maybe Thursday.    :-) Please pray for a smooth transition. :-)

I will be calling Dr Danning tomorrow to let her know how I am doing.  Please pray for all my mouth sores to go away.  This is the longest I've had them.  I've gotten them off and on since my diagnosis but I've been able to get rid of them on my own...

I am so thankful for all I can do...

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Today's Bible Study

God Reveals His Presence

Read | Psalm 42:1-5

How does the Lord make His presence known in the lives of His children? Although this question does not have a simple “one size fits all” answer, there are several general ways in which God chooses to reveal Himself.

For example, He may wake you from a deep sleep in the middle of the night. Many times I have sat straight up in bed, knowing for certain that Jesus was right there with me, giving me answers to some serious questions from the day. Did I see Him or hear a voice? No. But did I know He was there? Absolutely.

God also makes His presence known by giving instantaneous guidance. Each step of the way, decision after decision, He leads us where He wants us to go.

And quite often the Lord will show Himself by giving such a clear word that you know beyond any doubt that it was from Him. How many times have you been reading a Scripture passage when suddenly a light seemed to flip on in your mind? God’s Holy Spirit can bring sudden understanding of a new truth, or clearly reveal the solution to a hard decision.

Another way that God reveals Himself is through life’s tragedies. Can you think of a time when you were so sorrowful that you couldn’t even move—but then somehow found the strength and courage to go on, despite the pain? You may even have marveled at discovering your strength and wondered where it came from. It was from the One who is always within, always empowering. All we have to do is say, “Lord, I need You at this moment.” And He is there—always.

Another great day!

Sunday, November 3, 2013

A Grumbling Mood - Joni and Friends

Joni and Friends Daily Devotional   

A Grumbling Mood

"'... See, the Lord is coming with thousands upon thousands of his holy ones to judge everyone, and to convict all the ungodly of all the ungodly acts they have done in the ungodly way, and of all the harsh words ungodly sinners have spoken against him.' These men are grumblers and faultfinders; they follow their own evil desires; they boast about themselves and flatter others for their own advantage."            Jude 14b-16
 
Lately, I've been putting up my spiritual antennae, and I'm hearing some things that alarm me. I'm hearing grumbling, complaining, and murmuring. Everybody seems to have a gripe or complaint or feels victimized -- it's awful! We come out of church Sunday morning and pick apart the sermon, complain against the Sunday school teachers, gripe about the music, and grumble about the elders and the way they are handling a church problem. Many Christians feel it's their duty to voice complaints.
 
That's the way the Israelites felt when they complained about Moses. It didn't matter that God was sovereign and in control of all their problems. It wasn't important that Moses had a good track record. The Israelites were disgruntled, and they were going to voice their gripes.
 
Scary stuff, this faultfinding. How scary? Well, the book of Jude has some pretty serious things to say in the verses for today. The word "ungodly" is used four -- count them -- four times to describe not murderers and adulterers but grumblers and faultfinders.
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Now, your gripe might be justified. Wrongdoing might be going on that needs to be exposed. But make sure your concerns are legitimate, and you're not indulging in a complaining spirit. Examine your heart. Are you voicing your complaints to the right people, in the right way, for the right reasons? Now let God take a peek at your motives, just to make sure all is well.
 
Lord, teach me to guard my heart from a complaining spirit. Enable me to place a lock on my mouth rather than utter that which would needlessly stir discontent. Above all, help me to be discerning about when and how to speak.

Blessings,
 
Joni and Friends
www.joniandfriends.org

Highs -n- Lows Living with the Disease

Sunday, November 3rd

Another beautiful morning...the daylight savings time changed overnight but my body will do what it wants.  I woke up at 5am.
So thankful it wasn't 4am.  I woke up with puffiness under my eyes and a lot of matter. :-(

Today, I am staying home from church because of the increased prednisone.  It's cold and flu season and I can get things so much easier with my immune system suppressed.  :-(

I reviewed my last blog and know that sometimes my blogs have misspelled words and wrong punctuation.  You'll have to forgive me for my mistakes :-(  I don't like to admit it but my brain just doesn't work like it used to...   :-(  I have no control over it.  :-(

My Autoimmune conditions do their damage by causing inflammation.

My Inflammation always causes Loss of Muscles, Profound Fatigue, Pain, Rashes/Itching all Over(mostly my head) Eye Puffiness, Blurry Vision, Dry Eyes/Drymouth or Yeast in my Mouth, Tongue Numbness, Tingling Hands and Feet, Hair Loss, Brain Fog or Goes Blank, Temperature Dysregulation (too hot, too cold, both at once!), and Many More. :-(

There was a press release yesterday from the Mysitis Association Newsletter that I may have a new treatment option to consider for DM.

Acthar is Now Available as a Treatment for Dermatomyositis and Polymyositis

Acthar is made by a company called Questcor Pharmaceutcals. A paper detailing the recent treatment of five dermatomyositis and polymyositis patients with Acthar was recently published. We've put together a Q&A to enable you to be more informed about this treatment option.

What is Acthar?
H.P. Acthar Gel, commonly known as Acthar, is a prescription medication that is FDA approved for the treatment of dermatomyositis and polymyositis. Acthar contains the hormone ACTH, which stands for adrenocorticotropin ("a-DRE-no-cor-ti-co-tro-pin"). Acthar is a gel when refrigerated; at room temperature, it changes to liquid form, ready for injection.

Why haven't I heard of Acthar before?
Acthar was originally approved by the FDA in 1952. It is approved for use in 19 different conditions, including dermatomyositis and polymyositis.

Questcor is a small specialty pharmaceutical company based in Hayward, California. Questcor acquired Acthar from Aventis in 2001. Aventis was going to stop manufacturing Acthar when Questcor stepped in and purchased the product. The company then made a major investment in the product's manufacturing capabilities to ensure Acthar would be available to anyone who needed it. Questcor also started actively researching Acthar to determine what patient populations would benefit most from the drug.

Questcor is now marketing the product in four treatment categories: infantile spasms, MS relapses, proteinuria related to nephrotic syndrome (a kidney disease) and now dermatomyositis and polymyositis. The company is focused on educating physicians about Acthar and conducting more research into how it works.

How does Acthar work?
Acthar is designed to provide a prolonged release of the medication after it is injected. Acthar is not a steroid; it works by helping your body produce its own natural steroid hormones, such as cortisol, corticosterone, and aldosterone.

How is Acthar administered?
Acthar is an injection that can be given subcutaneously (beneath the skin) or intramuscularly (into the muscle). Acthar can be used when and where it is most convenient for you. It can be self-injected or given to you by a friend, family member, caregiver, or your healthcare provider. Questcor, the maker of Acthar, has a free service that allows you to have a licensed nurse visit you at your home and train you on how to self-inject.

What patient is right for Acthar?
Only your healthcare provider can make that determination. Typically, Acthar is used when other medications do not completely relieve all of your symptoms. It can also be used if you are having difficulty dealing with the side effects of other medications used for dermatomyositis and polymyositis.

Are there any studies showing Acthar's effectiveness as a treatment for PM and DM?
There was a recent study published in the peer-review journal Drug Design, Development and Therapy on a retrospective case series evaluating Acthar in the treatment of PM and DM. Acthar was administered to five patients who had previously failed multiple steroid and immunosuppressant treatment regimens. The patients received injections of Acthar over the course of 12 weeks or more. Improvement in PM and DM symptoms related to disease exacerbations was seen in all five patients. Symptom improvements included increased muscle strength, resolution of disease-related skin manifestations and improvements in the ability to perform tasks associated with daily living. All of these patients tolerated the treatment well with no significant side effects reported. The paper, "Treating refractory dermatomyositis or polymyositis with adrenocorticotropic hormone gel: a retrospective case series," was authored by Dr. Todd Levine, M.D., Co-Director of the Neurophysiology Department at Banner Good Samaritan Medical Center, Assistant Professor at the University of Arizona in Neurology, and Member of Phoenix Neurological Associates. Dr. Levine also serves on the Medical Advisory Board of The Myositis Association.

How safe is Acthar?
ACTH (the hormone within Acthar) has a well-established safety profile . Common side effects of Acthar are similar to those seen with steroid medicines and may include fluid retention, change in glucose tolerance, increased blood pressure, behavior or mood changes, increased appetite, or weight gain.

Can I get financial assistance for Acthar?
Questcor, the maker of Acthar, has the Acthar Support & Access Program (A.S.A.P.) which offers a wide range of support. A.S.A.P. is a free service provided by Questcor that works directly with your healthcare provider to secure the best possible insurance coverage for you with the lowest possible patient copay. Typical copayments for Acthar have been, on average, $50 or less. A.S.A.P offers 100 percent copay assistance for qualifying patients. Acthar is available at no cost for qualified uninsured or underinsured patients through Questcor's patient assistance programs. To learn more about A.S.A.P. visit www.acthar.com or call A.S.A.P. at 1-888-435-2284.

How do I obtain Acthar?
Once your doctor has prescribed Acthar, the order is processed at a specialty pharmacy that delivers Acthar directly to your home.

Where can I get more information?
For more information on Acthar, please consult your healthcare provider. Questcor supplies information on Acthar at www.acthar.com.

 I will check into this medication to see if I can cut down on some of my other medications.  I get so tired of taking so much medication... :-(
My Neurologist, up at the Muscular Dystrophy Clinic, appointment is scheduled for Monday, November 11 and depending on on how my next couple of days goes, I may go to see Dr Danning, the rheumatologist, before the end of this week.:-)
My Drs have been so good to me.  I really appropriate all they do.

So thankful for all I can do...

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Today's Bible Study

By Dr. Charles Stanley

Some choices should be based solely on Scripture. We don't need to pray about whether or not to commit adultery, steal from our employer, or avoid paying the taxes we owe. For each of these, God has clearly laid out instructions for us in His Word. But on areas where Scripture is silent, the Holy Spirit desires to guide our steps along the specific path the Father has chosen for us.

For instance, whom should you marry? Which career should you pursue? What home should you buy? True, the Bible gives a few guidelines on these topics. It tells us to marry only fellow believers, to steer clear of jobs that require unethical behavior, and to avoid overspending. But we also need specific guidance from God in these areas.

The Prompting of the Holy Spirit

After we have received Jesus as our Savior, the His Spirit dwells within us to direct our steps—the choices and decisions we should make, the work we should undertake, and the new attitudes and opinions we should adopt. Jesus said that one of the primary roles of the Holy Spirit is to guide us into all truth (John 16:13).

When God wants to clarify the next move He has for us or lead us in a new direction, He often uses what I call a "prompting." This is like a flash of lightning in a person's spirit that creates an almost immediate knowing of which way to turn, what to do, or how to respond. It comes with a deep assurance and confidence that the choice or decision is right.

Whenever we sense the Holy Spirit's prompting, our all-wise God is communicating that He loves us enough to direct our steps in a particular situation. Much of what the Spirit directs us to do involves a potential loss or gain of something we deem important—either for ourselves or for others.

There are things we should avoid, discard, ignore, or put away. There are things we should reach out and receive, pay attention to, or act upon. On occasion, the Spirit also prompts us not to act or speak. At times I have clearly felt the Holy Spirit instructing me, "Sit down and don't say a word." Because His guidance differs moment by moment and person to person, it's vital for each believer to look to Him for guidance.

How do you develop sensitivity to God's leadership? Ask Him to increase your ability to discern His will in each situation. It's His work, not yours, to impart sensitivity. When you experience His prompting, act on it immediately. Don't second-guess what God tells you to do. Those who fail to act on the Holy Spirit's gentle nudges never learn how to follow His leading.

If you have heard correctly, you will feel a growing peace and confidence regarding your choice. If you have heard incorrectly, you will feel unrest in your spirit. As with most things in life, we learn by trial and error.

An Example of God's Prompting

I knew a young woman who was facing a decision about which college to attend. She had narrowed the choices to four Christian schools. When she visited the first two, she sensed a clear "no" from the Holy Spirit. After just a few hours on each campus, she felt ill at ease. Although these were good schools with excellent reputations, she knew in her spirit that they were not right for her. It wasn't anything a specific person did or said; she just felt restless in her heart.

The last two colleges, however, seemed almost equal. She finally decided to attend the college that was closer to her home. Right before bed one night, she announced her choice to her family. She later recounted what happened: "I was awake most of the night. I tossed and turned and felt miserable. I had a nagging sense that I was making a mistake."

The next morning, the young woman confessed to her mother, "I think I made the wrong choice. I'm changing my decision." She felt peace all day long, and by evening, she knew she had made the right choice. After one semester at the college, she wrote a letter to her parents, saying how happy she was at the school and expressing gratitude that instead of deciding for her, they had encouraged her to seek God's direction.

This young woman had experienced a series of promptings that led her to the final decision, which was God's best for her. Now let me ask you: Do you believe this young woman has a much clearer understanding about how the Holy Spirit speaks in the human heart and prompts a person to move into right actions or decisions? Absolutely. She has learned a tremendous lesson about what it means to hear from God and to walk wisely.

If you are a believer in Christ Jesus, the Holy Spirit lives inside you to provide step-by-step guidance into God's personalized plan for your life. Will you sometimes misunderstand His guidance? Yes. But if you seek daily to obey God's still, small voice, you will experience His very best.

Adapted from "Walking Wisely: Real Guidance for Life's Journey" (2002).

Highs -n- Lows Living with the Disease

Sunday, November 3rd

Another beautiful morning...
Today, I am staying home from church because of the increased prednisone.  It's cold and flu season and I can get things so much easier with my immune system suppressed.  :-(

I woke up this morning with extreme puffiness under my eyes and a lot of matter coming from them. Sore and swollen. :-(

I reviewed my last blog and know that sometimes my blogs have misspelled words and wrong punctuation.  You'll have to forgive me for my mistakes :-(  I don't like to admit it but my brain just doesn't work like it used to...   :-(  I have no control over it.  :-(

My Autoimmune conditions do their damage by causing inflammation.

My Inflammation always causes Loss of Muscles, Profound Fatigue, Pain, Rashes/Itching all Over(mostly my head) Eye Puffiness, Blurry Vision, Dry Eyes/Drymouth or Yeast in my Mouth, Tongue Numbness, Tingling Hands and Feet, Hair Loss, Brain Fog or Goes Blank, Temperature Dysregulation (too hot, too cold, both at once!), and Many More. :-(

There was a press release yesterday from the Mysitis Association Newsletter that I may have a new treatment option to consider for DM.

Acthar is Now Available as a Treatment for Dermatomyositis and Polymyositis

Acthar is made by a company called Questcor Pharmaceutcals. A paper detailing the recent treatment of five dermatomyositis and polymyositis patients with Acthar was recently published. We've put together a Q&A to enable you to be more informed about this treatment option.

What is Acthar?
H.P. Acthar Gel, commonly known as Acthar, is a prescription medication that is FDA approved for the treatment of dermatomyositis and polymyositis. Acthar contains the hormone ACTH, which stands for adrenocorticotropin ("a-DRE-no-cor-ti-co-tro-pin"). Acthar is a gel when refrigerated; at room temperature, it changes to liquid form, ready for injection.

Why haven't I heard of Acthar before?
Acthar was originally approved by the FDA in 1952. It is approved for use in 19 different conditions, including dermatomyositis and polymyositis.

Questcor is a small specialty pharmaceutical company based in Hayward, California. Questcor acquired Acthar from Aventis in 2001. Aventis was going to stop manufacturing Acthar when Questcor stepped in and purchased the product. The company then made a major investment in the product's manufacturing capabilities to ensure Acthar would be available to anyone who needed it. Questcor also started actively researching Acthar to determine what patient populations would benefit most from the drug.

Questcor is now marketing the product in four treatment categories: infantile spasms, MS relapses, proteinuria related to nephrotic syndrome (a kidney disease) and now dermatomyositis and polymyositis. The company is focused on educating physicians about Acthar and conducting more research into how it works.

How does Acthar work?
Acthar is designed to provide a prolonged release of the medication after it is injected. Acthar is not a steroid; it works by helping your body produce its own natural steroid hormones, such as cortisol, corticosterone, and aldosterone.

How is Acthar administered?
Acthar is an injection that can be given subcutaneously (beneath the skin) or intramuscularly (into the muscle). Acthar can be used when and where it is most convenient for you. It can be self-injected or given to you by a friend, family member, caregiver, or your healthcare provider. Questcor, the maker of Acthar, has a free service that allows you to have a licensed nurse visit you at your home and train you on how to self-inject.

What patient is right for Acthar?
Only your healthcare provider can make that determination. Typically, Acthar is used when other medications do not completely relieve all of your symptoms. It can also be used if you are having difficulty dealing with the side effects of other medications used for dermatomyositis and polymyositis.

Are there any studies showing Acthar's effectiveness as a treatment for PM and DM?
There was a recent study published in the peer-review journal Drug Design, Development and Therapy on a retrospective case series evaluating Acthar in the treatment of PM and DM. Acthar was administered to five patients who had previously failed multiple steroid and immunosuppressant treatment regimens. The patients received injections of Acthar over the course of 12 weeks or more. Improvement in PM and DM symptoms related to disease exacerbations was seen in all five patients. Symptom improvements included increased muscle strength, resolution of disease-related skin manifestations and improvements in the ability to perform tasks associated with daily living. All of these patients tolerated the treatment well with no significant side effects reported. The paper, "Treating refractory dermatomyositis or polymyositis with adrenocorticotropic hormone gel: a retrospective case series," was authored by Dr. Todd Levine, M.D., Co-Director of the Neurophysiology Department at Banner Good Samaritan Medical Center, Assistant Professor at the University of Arizona in Neurology, and Member of Phoenix Neurological Associates. Dr. Levine also serves on the Medical Advisory Board of The Myositis Association.

How safe is Acthar?
ACTH (the hormone within Acthar) has a well-established safety profile . Common side effects of Acthar are similar to those seen with steroid medicines and may include fluid retention, change in glucose tolerance, increased blood pressure, behavior or mood changes, increased appetite, or weight gain.

Can I get financial assistance for Acthar?
Questcor, the maker of Acthar, has the Acthar Support & Access Program (A.S.A.P.) which offers a wide range of support. A.S.A.P. is a free service provided by Questcor that works directly with your healthcare provider to secure the best possible insurance coverage for you with the lowest possible patient copay. Typical copayments for Acthar have been, on average, $50 or less. A.S.A.P offers 100 percent copay assistance for qualifying patients. Acthar is available at no cost for qualified uninsured or underinsured patients through Questcor's patient assistance programs. To learn more about A.S.A.P. visit www.acthar.com or call A.S.A.P. at 1-888-435-2284.

How do I obtain Acthar?
Once your doctor has prescribed Acthar, the order is processed at a specialty pharmacy that delivers Acthar directly to your home.

Where can I get more information?
For more information on Acthar, please consult your healthcare provider. Questcor supplies information on Acthar at www.acthar.com.

 I will check into this medication to see if I can cut down on some of my other medications.  I get so tired of taking so much medication... :-(
My Neurologist, up at the Muscular Dystrophy Clinic, appointment is scheduled for Monday, November 11 and depending on on how my next couple of days goes, I may go to see Dr Danning, the rheumatologist, before the end of this week.:-)
My Drs have been so good to me.  I really appropriate all they do.

So thankful for all I can do...

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Today's Bible Study

By Dr. Charles Stanley

Some choices should be based solely on Scripture. We don't need to pray about whether or not to commit adultery, steal from our employer, or avoid paying the taxes we owe. For each of these, God has clearly laid out instructions for us in His Word. But on areas where Scripture is silent, the Holy Spirit desires to guide our steps along the specific path the Father has chosen for us.

For instance, whom should you marry? Which career should you pursue? What home should you buy? True, the Bible gives a few guidelines on these topics. It tells us to marry only fellow believers, to steer clear of jobs that require unethical behavior, and to avoid overspending. But we also need specific guidance from God in these areas.

The Prompting of the Holy Spirit

After we have received Jesus as our Savior, the His Spirit dwells within us to direct our steps—the choices and decisions we should make, the work we should undertake, and the new attitudes and opinions we should adopt. Jesus said that one of the primary roles of the Holy Spirit is to guide us into all truth (John 16:13).

When God wants to clarify the next move He has for us or lead us in a new direction, He often uses what I call a "prompting." This is like a flash of lightning in a person's spirit that creates an almost immediate knowing of which way to turn, what to do, or how to respond. It comes with a deep assurance and confidence that the choice or decision is right.

Whenever we sense the Holy Spirit's prompting, our all-wise God is communicating that He loves us enough to direct our steps in a particular situation. Much of what the Spirit directs us to do involves a potential loss or gain of something we deem important—either for ourselves or for others.

There are things we should avoid, discard, ignore, or put away. There are things we should reach out and receive, pay attention to, or act upon. On occasion, the Spirit also prompts us not to act or speak. At times I have clearly felt the Holy Spirit instructing me, "Sit down and don't say a word." Because His guidance differs moment by moment and person to person, it's vital for each believer to look to Him for guidance.

How do you develop sensitivity to God's leadership? Ask Him to increase your ability to discern His will in each situation. It's His work, not yours, to impart sensitivity. When you experience His prompting, act on it immediately. Don't second-guess what God tells you to do. Those who fail to act on the Holy Spirit's gentle nudges never learn how to follow His leading.

If you have heard correctly, you will feel a growing peace and confidence regarding your choice. If you have heard incorrectly, you will feel unrest in your spirit. As with most things in life, we learn by trial and error.

An Example of God's Prompting

I knew a young woman who was facing a decision about which college to attend. She had narrowed the choices to four Christian schools. When she visited the first two, she sensed a clear "no" from the Holy Spirit. After just a few hours on each campus, she felt ill at ease. Although these were good schools with excellent reputations, she knew in her spirit that they were not right for her. It wasn't anything a specific person did or said; she just felt restless in her heart.

The last two colleges, however, seemed almost equal. She finally decided to attend the college that was closer to her home. Right before bed one night, she announced her choice to her family. She later recounted what happened: "I was awake most of the night. I tossed and turned and felt miserable. I had a nagging sense that I was making a mistake."

The next morning, the young woman confessed to her mother, "I think I made the wrong choice. I'm changing my decision." She felt peace all day long, and by evening, she knew she had made the right choice. After one semester at the college, she wrote a letter to her parents, saying how happy she was at the school and expressing gratitude that instead of deciding for her, they had encouraged her to seek God's direction.

This young woman had experienced a series of promptings that led her to the final decision, which was God's best for her. Now let me ask you: Do you believe this young woman has a much clearer understanding about how the Holy Spirit speaks in the human heart and prompts a person to move into right actions or decisions? Absolutely. She has learned a tremendous lesson about what it means to hear from God and to walk wisely.

If you are a believer in Christ Jesus, the Holy Spirit lives inside you to provide step-by-step guidance into God's personalized plan for your life. Will you sometimes misunderstand His guidance? Yes. But if you seek daily to obey God's still, small voice, you will experience His very best.

Adapted from "Walking Wisely: Real Guidance for Life's Journey" (2002).

Saturday, November 2, 2013

Halloween 2013 - Our Grandkids


Love these grandkids :-).

Highs and Lows Living with the Disease

Saturday, November 2nd

Another beautiful morning. :-).
We had a great time visiting the kids and grandkids.  :-) Jesse always feeds us good, we never go away hunger.  We brought home two new recipes, an oatmeal bake and a pecan pie bar.  :-). We are looking forward to making these new recipes at home.  We also got a chance to see Joanna's new place...it's really nice.  We will miss them.  It would be nice if we could move everyone to Oklahoma :-). The weather is so much nicer.

I enjoyed going to the Fair of the Heart. It has so many things to look at...both old and new. :-)

We finally left for home yesterday around 9am after having to run back to pick up my purse.  The last thing I needed to forget.  :-).
Yesterday, we had a beautiful dive back home.  The tree's colors were so brilliant.  The pictures really don't show the splendidness of the scenery we were able to enjoy. :-)

On our way home I received a call from my Dr and she seems concerned because of my mouth sores and my symptoms increasing.  She want me to call her Tuesday to check in.  She upped my prednisone hoping it would stop the attack on my body.Hopefully it does.  I started the higher dose on Thursday and I am feeling a little relief but not completely.  I didn't sleep good again last night.  I would have thought, sleeping in my own bed, I would have. :-(

I learned a few lessons along the way.  Isn't it funny how the littlest things can teach us so much.
Before leaving for Oklahoma, I was getting restless so I told Paul I was going to apply for a part-time job.  Well, I applied and when we were away I realized my mind may think I was ready but my body is not there yet.  I still have a very hard time out in the uv or with artificial lights.  This isn't anyway to live. :-(  We were listening to a classic county station, 540 out of Ft. Dodge on our drive home and they were talking about a 37 year old dedicated salvation army employee who got cancer.  Her husband ended up getting cancer also.  She wrote a book about her struggles.  Which they quoted...do you think I could remember...not exactly.  I think it was something like this...through it all she had a  joyfilled faith.  Always have a joyfilled faith. The brought up a bible verse she quoted from. This morning I am planning on searching for it.  A great verse for me in my time of pain and struggles.  :-). I will always remain joyful :-). Both her and her husband lost their battle with cancer.  :-(
We don't learn to appreciate the simple things in life until we lose them and at that time we wish we had it/them back. Be greatful for all things.  They are gifts for us to enjoy today.  We don't know if we will have them tomorrow. :-(

I am so thankful for all I have and for all I can do. :-)

A good friend ordered me a picture that reads...what if we only get today what we prayed for yesterday.  A good reminder for us all.  Pray for all things...Amen

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Today's Bible Study

His Empowering Presence

Read | Jeremiah 1:6-10

When was the last time you felt God’s presence? I’m not talking about an intellectual understanding that the Lord is with you because He’s everywhere. Instead, what I’m asking is, When was the last time you experienced a heartfelt realization that He personally and intimately abides with you?

If you’re like many believers today, it may have been a while since you really felt His presence. Too many people go about their daily life without a genuine sense of God’s closeness. What a tragedy!

In the Scriptures, when God called someone into service, the first thing He did was to remind that person of His enduring presence. We see examples of this in the stories of Moses (Ex. 3:11-12), Joshua (Josh. 1:1-9), Gideon (Judg. 6:12), and Jeremiah (Jer. 1:6-8), to name just a few. Every time God called one of His servants into action, His message was, “You can be strong and courageous because I am with you. Victory isn’t about your abilities, your strength, your skill, your armor, your gifts, or your dedication; it is completely centered on My presence. You can be strong because I will be strong in and through you.”

God repeatedly assured His followers of His presence so they would remember the reason they could have confidence. And He wants to do the same for you.

The Lord knows how difficult life can be, and He’s aware of the details of each struggle you’ll ever face. As believers in Christ Jesus, we can trust that our heavenly Father will keep His word. He is with us right now, and He always will be (Heb. 13:5-6).

Another great day!

Friday, November 1, 2013

Highs -n- Lows Living with the Disease

Friday, November 1st

Another Beautiful morning...
Yesterday turned out to be a very nice day. :-)  The sun was shining in the afternoon, just in time for trick or treating.  We went over to Grant's school to watch him trick or treat around the college and then both boys went out last night. :-)

I decided to sleep in a recliner last night.  I've been swollen and in a lot of pain.  I didn't want to keep Paul up if I tossed and turned.

I called my Dr yesterday concerned about the sores I have in my mouth.  Some of my other symptoms are increasing also.  Dr Danning's nurse called me back and upped my prednisone from 12.5 to 20 and stop taking the cymbalta.  If I don't see changes in my symptoms by mid week I need to go in and see her. :-(

I woke up this morning feeling 50% better.  I am so thankful for the prednisone. :-)
Today, we are leaving at around 8:30am and driving straight through...heading back home...
We will miss the kids and grandkids. :-(

So thankful for our family and friends.
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Today's Bible Study

"Finishing is better than starting.
  Patience is better than pride."

Ecclesiastes 7:8

Encouragement for Today

Are you a "finisher" or a "starter"? This verse says it's better to finish than to start. Are there any unfinished projects that you need to deal with before you start another? It may take patience to do so, but that too is better than the pride of thinking you can do more than you realistically can. (The Bible is so practical!)

—Diane Eble, author of Abundant Gifts: A Daybook of Grace-Filled Devotions

Another great day!