Wednesday, September 25, 2013

Highs -n-- Lows Living with the Disease

Wednesday, September 24th

Another beautiful morning! Windows open enjoying the cool air.  So nice.   :-)

This morning I woke up with bloodshot and matter in both eyes.  Swelling all over and tingling down both my legs. :-(

The last couple of nights I sat out on the deck enjoying the night air under the stars :-). It has been so nice and peaceful.

Yesterday I took a drive over to Faribault to talk to the housing director at St. Lucas Care Center and the director at Milestone.

I've been praying a lot ... I want to make the right move for Grandma Gloria :-) I checked into places in Faribault, Owatonna and Kenyon St. Lucus in Faribault is the best fit. If I only knew what I know now when I placed Gloria just over a year ago . :-( I would have done things so differently.  She is progressing so quickly.

St Lucas has a memory care wing that has the residents doctor come over to check on them once a month...so grandma Glorias Dr will be playing a bigger roll in her care. She will be over to see Gloria at least once a month and the charge nurse has better communication with all the medical staff. :-) So Thankful! Grandma Gloria wouldn't go to the Dr.  I was able to get her in the car and over to the clinic but she wouldn't get out of the car when we arrived. The other clinic staff couldn't talk her out of the car either :-(   Glorias legs continue to swell and she has had open sores. There will be someone checking on her weekly to make sure the swelling stays down and she doesn't get any sores. :-)

Now that I know Grandma Gloria will be taken care of...I can take better care of myself :-).
Kaylee, the new grandbaby(due in December) and I can just go over to visit her and my mom :-).

My mom, Grandma Faye, will stay where she is, at Milestone.  She likes where she is...

Kaylee and I are going over to Faribault to eat with Grandma Gloria and visit Grandma Faye on Friday.

Today I pick up Kaylee from day care at 11:30.  Kaylee will get her nap in and then we will run over to the clinic.  This afternoon Paul goes to the doctor to get a steroid shot for his shoulder.  Hopefully it will help. :-)

I am so thankful for all I can do. :-)

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Today's Bible Study

Jesus, Our Life Preserver

Read | John 3:16-18

Picture a muddy river, swollen with rain and rushing over rocks. You’ve fallen into that dirty water and cannot fight the current for long. Your head goes under once, then twice, and both times you come up sputtering after swallowing some of the filth. A third dunking might kill you. Suddenly, from the shore, someone throws a life preserver, which floats past your chest. Will you grab it?

The answer seems obvious—of course you would! But too often people drowning in the world’s fast-moving current refuse to grab onto the spiritual life preserver: Jesus Christ. He died on the cross for all of humanity, but individuals have a responsibility in salvation. A person must recognize his or her own helplessness and acknowledge the need for Christ. That means the new Christian accepts Jesus’ sacrifice as true and personal, believing that there is no other way to be rescued.

It isn’t necessary to understand everything about faith and the Bible in order to be saved—God will ensure that His children learn whatever they need from the Holy Spirit. However, it is critical to realize that we cannot save ourselves.

Can you point to a time in your life when you received Jesus Christ as your Savior? God is calling, longing for you to recognize your need for Him and to pray for rescue from sin. He is faithful to answer by saving you and making you blameless before Him.

God is offering you a life preserver and waiting to pull you to eternal safety. The choice is yours. Will you choose Christ and live?

Another great day!

Tuesday, September 24, 2013

Today's Christian Woman - Suffering

A ministry of Today's Christian Woman

"'I am in trouble, Lord. Help me!'
But what could I say?
  For he himself sent this sickness.
Now I will walk humbly throughout my years
  because of this anguish I have felt.
Lord, your discipline is good,
  for it leads to life and health.
You restore my health
  and allow me to live!
Think of it—the LORD is ready to heal me!
  I will sing his praises with instruments
every day of my life
  in the Temple of the LORD."

Isaiah 38:14c–16, 20

encouragement for today

Our suffering can, if we let it, become a catalyst for knowing God more intimately and becoming a godlier person. In Hezekiah's case, it caused him to cry out to God. Suffering led to greater humility, gratitude, joy, and praise to God in witness to God's goodness and grace. Don't waste your suffering. God means it for good, for healing. "Think of it—the Lord is ready to heal me!" He allows suffering so that you can seek him fully, and he can heal you.

—Diane Eble, author of Abundant Gifts: A Daybook of Grace-Filled Devotion

Highs -n- Lows Living with the Disease

Tuesday, September 24th

Another beautiful morning :-) I slept all night in my Ned last night :-) So Happy!
Woke up to mattery eyes, swelling and an itchy scalp.

I didn't get a call from the clinic for strep yesterday but I figured out the sore throat was from a cold I caught...the cold started with the sore throat. :-( 

As I move through my days.  I find ways to express my heart's contentment.  I try to keep a positive attitude, to stay upbeat, and enthusiastic about my life. :-)
I have so many blessings...

I was diagnosed with Dermatomyositis and Lupus around 1 1/2 years ago.  It has been a long windy and bumpy ride but I'm feeling much better.  I still have some of my symptoms but I am so thankful to modern medicine.  If it wasn't for the steroids I would be in a wheelchair. :-( That is a very difficult thought but I want to give credit where credit is due...Thanks to the many Drs willing to help me when I needed it the most. :-)
So Thankful to God for Great Drs and modern medicine.  :-)

I've been reading back through my blogs trying to figure out when my itching became worse...it wasn't my hair cut or color...it was before then.  Now the question is how long do I want to suffer through the constant itching??? :-(  I may have to call Dr. Danning.  My next appointment with her isn't until November.

So thankful for all I can continue to do :-)

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Today's Bible Study

The Lord’s Rescue Plan

Read | Romans 3:10-26

The Creator placed two people with clean souls in the Garden of Eden, but when Adam and Eve chose to disobey, their hearts became sinful. God had told them that the penalty for their sin was death (Gen. 2: 17).

Mankind’s first parents bequeathed their sin nature to the entire human race. So we are all born with hearts rebelling against God. Like a toddler who defies his parents by touching a forbidden item, we disobey our heavenly Father because we prefer to follow our own desires.

It is not our wrong conduct that condemns us, but rather the fact that our nature is corrupt. Whether good or bad, our deeds don’t determine where we will spend eternity. Apart from the Lord, no one is righteous—not a single person has done enough good to earn a place in heaven. But the Father loves us and wants us to live with Him eternally. So, before the creation of the world, He planned a solution.

The rescue plan was simple—a perfect sacrifice had to be made for mankind’s sin so that everyone could be blameless before a holy God. By accepting this sacrifice on his or her own behalf, any individual would receive a new nature to replace the corrupted one. In addition, the Holy Spirit would indwell that person to provide truth and guidance.

The sacrifice was Jesus Christ, who died on the cross, bearing all our sin. When we trust Him as Savior, our “flesh” nature dies with Him. The Holy Spirit comes to make our hearts new so we can find joy in obeying God. We are rescued and set free!

Another great day!

Monday, September 23, 2013

Highs -n- Lows Living with the Disease

Monday, September 23rd

Another beautiful sunny morning!  Alittle warmer than yesterday...

I slept on the couch last night because I was already itching my head before bed...didn't want to keep Paul up.  I woke up a couple of times with the itching scalp and throbing pain in my right leg. :-(

I am learning the key to life is to keep moving forward. Every moment brings an opportunity to experience life anew.  Every day carries the potential for transformation and growth-for adopting a fresh prospective, making a different choice, or taking a new path.
I step out in faith to experience life more fully.  Amen

I enjoy my life and feel so blessed in so many ways...
I love my family and friends...
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Today's Bible Study

The Ultimate Rejection

Read | Matthew 7:13-27

There is nothing that strikes deeper into the human psyche than rejection. The knowledge that someone considers us unwanted, unwelcome, or unqualified cuts to the core of our sense of self-worth. A rejected manuscript, failure to be accepted at our college of choice, or loss of a job—such things litter the landscape of our lives. Fortunately, most of us find we can handle this type of occurrence, though the experience is anything but pleasant.

The Bible speaks of a different kind of rejection, which is quite another matter. It is hard to grasp the ultimate horror that will be experienced by those who turn down God’s loving offer of salvation. They will hear these three words coming from the mouth of Jesus: “Depart from Me.” More than once, our Lord speaks these words in the gospels, anouncing the doom of the disobedient. These individuals will find their lot in the agony of eternal separation from God.

Many people have stumbled over the apparent harshness of Jesus’ words. They fail to recognize that this ultimate rejection is actually an appropriate response to the unbeliever’s refusal to receive the Lord’s solution for mankind’s sin problem. Yes, this rejection is the end of the road, but it’s a road paved with a lifetime of choices that left God out. Every decision to go it alone is a choice to embrace that final verdict of the Savior. Or as G. K. Chesterton expressed it, “Hell is God’s great compliment to the reality of human freedom and the dignity of human choice.”

Another great day!

Sunday, September 22, 2013

Autoimmune Diseases

Autoimmune Diseases

Autoimmune diseases are a relatively broad range of related diseases in which the human immune system produces an inappropriate response against its own cells, tissues or organs resulting in inflammation and damage. Currently, over 80 different diseases are classified as autoimmune diseases and these illnesses range in complexity and frequency from common diseases to extremely rare medical conditions. In general, autoimmune diseases affect mainly one part of the body but some can affect many parts of the body such rheumatoid arthritis and systemic vasculitis.

Autoimmune diseases can be both common and rare
Worldwide, autoimmune diseases influence the life of 1 in 20 people. The most common autoimmune diseases include thyroiditis, rheumatoid arthritis and diabetes. These diseases occur in more than 1 in 100 people. In contrast, the rare autoimmune diseases such as Goodpasture's disease affect around 1 in a million people.

Despite the rates at which medical advances are progressing, the reasons as to why autoimmune diseases occur remain unclear. In many cases, it appears that there is some inherited tendency to develop autoimmune diseases. Other factors including infections and some drugs may also play a role in triggering the autoimmune diseases. Autoimmune diseases can affect anyone but some people are at greater risk including the following classes of people.

It is also a fact that more women than men have autoimmune diseases.
People with a family history. Some autoimmune diseases run in families including multiple sclerosis. It is also common for different types of autoimmune diseases to affect different members of a single family.
People who are exposed to dangerous substances in the environment. Certain events or environmental exposures can sometimes trigger autoimmune diseases or make them worse. These include prolonged exposure to sunlight, solvents and viral and bacterial infections.
People of certain races. Indeed, some autoimmune diseases are more common in certain groups of people than others. For instance, type 1 diabetes is more common in white people. Lupus is most severe in African-American people.

Autoimmune diseases are usually diagnosed by medical specialists using a combination of clinical history, blood tests and other methods of investigations such as x-rays.
Autoimmune diseases list
Worldwide, over 80 different autoimmune diseases exist but these diseases can be grouped into two general types or categories and these include:

Localized or organ specific autoimmune diseases

Systemic autoimmune diseases

These categories may sometimes overlap.

Localized or organ specific autoimmune diseases
Localized autoimmune diseases affect a single organ or tissue. The effects can however extend to other body systems and organs. Organ-specific medical specialists such as Endocrinologists, Neurologists or Rheumatologists often manage these diseases.

Organ specific autoimmune diseases include:

Addison's disease
Autoimmune hepatitis
Coeliac disease
Diabetes Mellitus Type 1a
Grave's disease
Hashimoto's thyroiditis
Multiple sclerosis
Pernicious anemia
Primary biliary cirrhosis
Ulcerative colitis of the gastrointestinal tract
Systemic autoimmune diseases
Systemic autoimmune diseases can affect many body organs and tissues at the same time. They can be broadly classified into rheumatological and vasculitis. Immunologists and Rheumatologists often manage these diseases.

The rheumatological diseases

Antiphospholipid antibody syndromes that affects the blood cells
Dermatomyositis of the skin and muscles
Mixed connective tissue disease
Polymyalgia rheumatica of the large muscle groups
Primary Raynaud's disease
Rheumatic fever
Rheumatoid arthritis affecting the joints, less commonly the lungs and skin
Scleroderma
Sjögren's syndrome
Systemic Lupus Erythematosus affecting the skin, joints, kidneys, red blood calls and sometimes the heart.
Rheumatologist usually cares for these diseases.

So thankful for all I can do...

Highs -n- Lows Living with the Disease

Sunday, September 22nd

Another beautiful morning! Brrr it's chilly out this morning. We will have to start the wood burner soon. :-)

This morning I woke up at around 2:30am itching my head and hurting...it was bad.  I got out of bed to sleep in the living room after taking some medication.  I got back to sleep at around 3:30am and woke up at 7am to take my morning medication.  Still itching and hurting. :-).

Yesterday afternoon Paul and I went to the wedding reception after all.  Felt alittle better so thought we'd go. :-)

Planning on going to church and taking it easy after. :-)

I have been blessed...
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Today's Bible Study

By Charles F. Stanley

How do you know if you are a strong believer? Among other things, you willingly serve God and other people. In other words, you are obedient to the Father’s commands, and—following His leading—you respond to people in need. Although this description will characterize strong believers, God desires for all of His children to be His servants.

As Christians, we are called to a life of serving God and others.

Most people are more than willing to let others do dirty, uncomfortable, and difficult tasks. Those without Christ may at times manipulate circumstances and hurt other people to get the positions they desire and avoid having to serve anyone.

But as followers of Jesus, we are called to be different from the world. Our Lord said, “Whoever wishes to be first among you shall be your slave; just as the Son of Man did not come to be served, but to serve” (Matt. 20:27-28). These were shocking words to people oppressed by Rome, and they are no less surprising today. Human nature wants to be first, not last. We enjoy being in control.

Consider the powerful example our Lord set for us while He walked this earth. At the Last Supper, He willingly washed the disciples’ feet—something usually done by the lowest servant in the household—to demonstrate how they should treat each other. Even more significantly, He laid down His life in the ultimate act of service so that you and I can have fellowship with the Father (Matt. 20:28).

Following Jesus’ example, Paul, Timothy, James, and Peter—leaders of the early church—referred to themselves as bondservants or slaves of Christ. In their letters to the churches, they chose not to emphasize their leadership positions, but focused instead on humility and service to the Lord.  

What does all this mean for today’s believer? As God’s people, we no longer have the right to live our lives as we please. We were saved, in part, to become servants of the one true God (Heb. 9:14). You and I are called to serve the Lord in whatever ways He leads us. Thankfully, Christ does not expect us to serve Him in our own strength.

Jesus, who lives within us, wants to empower us to serve God.  

Have you ever felt too weak to serve God? Maybe you feel needy or inadequate, and wonder how you could possibly be a blessing to someone else. It might surprise you to learn that you don’t have to feel strong to be a good servant of the Lord. No one is strong enough to serve God in his own ability.

The Holy Spirit wants to equip you to be an excellent servant of God. Whatever the Lord calls you to do, He will enable you to do it. He will provide for you, energize you, strengthen you, direct you, and give you wisdom and guidance. In the following verses, notice the emphasis on God working through us: “It is God who is at work in you, both to will and to work for His good pleasure” (Phil. 2:13) and “Faithful is He who calls you…He also will bring it to pass” (1Thess. 5:24).

Another way to say this is Jesus wants to live His life through you. In His power, you and I are strong enough to serve the Lord. When He tells you to do something difficult, ask Him to enable you to make the right decision and to strengthen you as you follow His instructions. Christ will be faithful to provide all that you need to be obedient.

Our real master (or boss) is God, no matter whom we are serving humanly speaking.

Paul encouraged us, “Do your work heartily, as for the Lord rather than for men, knowing that from the Lord you will receive the reward of the inheritance. It is the Lord Christ whom you serve” (Col. 3:23-24). When you trust God to reward you for your service to an earthly boss, your perspective on work will be transformed.

Knowing you are working for the Lord should affect…

Your attitude toward authority. Regardless of how your supervisors treat you, you should respect them, obey them, and act righteously. (Of course, if they ask you to do something unethical, illegal, or immoral, you must instead follow what God teaches in His Word.)
The quality of your service. If you knew Jesus was going to be at your office tomorrow morning, you would probably not show up late, groan about your assignments, or put off your workload. Instead of complaining, you would tackle your tasks energetically and with excellence. As servants of the living God, we need to strive to do our best on every assignment. 
Your motivation. We should never take a job without first confirming it is God’s perfect will for us at that time. When you are sure the Lord has called you to do a certain job, you will have an easier time doing it with all your heart. Think of your work as an opportunity to show your love for God. This will motivate you to do your best out of love for Him, rather than duty or the desire to get ahead.
As believers, we are called to serve the Most High God. So try to find opportunities in your everyday life to serve Him. You can serve Him as a mother or grandmother, raising children to love the Lord. You can serve as a sanitation worker or a restaurant employee. You can serve him as a CEO or president of a company. When we stand before Jesus one day, it will not matter if we impressed other people. What will matter is whether we did our tasks as unto the Lord. So, whatever He asks you to do, be obedient, serving Him in the power of the Holy Spirit.

One of the best indications that someone has a strong Christian life is whether he is serving God and others. Unfortunately, people can deceive themselves into thinking they are serving God when, in reality, they are serving their own agendas.

For instance, someone may work on a church staff or they may hold a volunteer position within the congregation. In either case, they find great power or prestige by serving in a leadership role. Their motivation is to gain the admiration of others, power and influence, or a chance to be promoted. Outwardly, they serve the Lord—and with great success—but inwardly, they are seeking to advance themselves. They fool themselves and others into thinking they are humbly serving God.

Unfortunately, when service is done for selfish motives, God sees it as nothing more than wood, hay, and stubble—things that will be consumed by fire on the Day of Judgment (1 Cor. 3:12-13). People who have served themselves will have nothing to show the Lord when they stand before Him. That’s the reason wise people will examine themselves to make sure they are truly serving God, not themselves.

How do you know when you are serving God with proper intentions?

When your primary concern is the needs of others, the glory of God, or the work of the kingdom.
If you decide to serve because you want to help people who are hurting, you are probably serving God. If you are motivated to bring glory to the name of Jesus, you are most likely within His will. And those who seek to advance God’s kingdom (rather than to raise their standing within a community) are almost certainly serving God instead of themselves. Matthew 5:16 says, “Let your light shine before men in such a way that they may see your good works, and glorify your Father who is in heaven.”

When you are willing to make necessary adjustments to your personal life.
Serving God often calls for sacrifice. And as His servants, we don’t have the right to tell God what we will or will not do. If we refuse to obey, we are being rebellious servants. If we try to manipulate our circumstances, or work around His commands, we are being disobedient.

Even if He gives us something difficult, we should trust Him to do it through us in His power. We can pray something like this: “Lord, I don’t think I’m capable of that, but I’m willing to do it. Please give me the strength I need.”

Scripture says we cannot serve God and ourselves at the same time. Luke 16:13 says, “No servant can serve two masters; for either he will hate the one and love the other, or else he will be devoted to one and despise the other. You cannot serve both God and money.” The principle is that it’s impossible to truly serve God and anything else. This passage is specifically about finances, but the concept is true in other areas of our lives as well. Many times, “self” is a bigger problem than money. We supposedly serve God, but in reality, we are serving ourselves.

One way to tell if you truly are serving God is if you are willing to adjust your personal life to obey Him. Serving Him should be about what He wants, when He chooses, and where He leads—even if it feels uncomfortable or inconvenient.

When we are operating in a spirit of humility, we know we are serving God.
First Peter 5:5 says, “God is opposed to the proud, but gives grace to the humble.” Humility doesn’t mean you are weak. In the biblical sense, it means you are strong enough and wise enough to yield to the awesome hand of God. It also means you don’t think more highly of yourself than you should.

Instead of considering what position you hold, view yourself as the servant of God. Guard against becoming prideful. Be careful not to plan for your promotion before God desires to grant it. Scripture says “He will exalt you at the proper time” (1 Peter 5:6). Patiently serve where God has led you and trust Him to open the door for greater opportunities if and when He desires.

How do you know when you are probably NOT serving God with pure motives?

You are more concerned about other people’s opinions than about what God thinks of you. Carefully examine yourself to see if you are serving primarily to seek the acceptance, admiration, or recommendation of others.
You are constantly seeking compliments or expressed appreciation. If you are continually seeking applause and praise, your focus is in the wrong place.
Any time you are tempted to boast or seek affirmation from people, remember that God is the source of all your skills, talents, and abilities. Only His continued grace allows you to be a blessing to others. And from the Lord’s perspective, no believer can claim any glory or credit. We are merely participating in the work He is already doing on the earth.

You seek something of value from the people you are supposedly serving. Don’t help someone and then expect him to do you favors, pay you back, or promote you in some way. God’s servants should not profit from those they serve.
In order for us to be spiritually fruitful, we must die to the desire of running our lives independent of God’s leadership. When you and I are willing to turn away from our self-centeredness  and give ourselves to the living Lord, we will begin to bear spiritual fruit. Genuine service to God may be costly, but the reward in eternity is certainly worth it.

 Another Great Day!

Saturday, September 21, 2013

A Prescription for Contentment - Joni and Friends

Joni and Friends Daily Devotional   

A Prescription for Contentment

"Sorrowful, yet always rejoicing; poor, yet making many rich; having nothing, and yet possessing everything."        .          2 Corinthians 6:10
 
The secret of contentment isn't really much of a secret. We know that contentment is all about leaning on Jesus. Of course, we don't automatically "know" the secret of being content; we have to learn it. To learn something means more than saying, "Yeah, I realize Christ is sufficient." To learn means making choices, to practice over and over. If you are to have contentment - that quietness of heart, supernaturally given, that gladly submits to God in all circumstances - then it requires putting into practice what you know.
 
For instance, when I learned to feed myself years ago in the hospital, many times I felt like giving up. Wearing a bib, smearing applesauce all over my clothes, and having it land more times on my lap than in my mouth was humiliating.
 
I could have given up, and many people wouldn't have blamed me. But I had to make a series of choices. Was I going to let embarrassment over my food-smeared face dissuade me? Was I going to let disappointing failures overwhelm me? I'm convinced God gave me the strength to lift that spoon to my mouth. Thus I learned how to feed myself, and today I manage a spoon quite well.
 
Notice I didn't get back the use of my arms or hands. But I did learn to be content. When Christ gives us strength to tackle a painful situation, gaining contentment doesn't mean losing sorrow or saying good-bye to discomfort. You can be "sorrowful, yet always rejoicing." You can "have nothing, yet possess everything." First Timothy 6:6 says, "Godliness with contentment is great gain." Yet the gain always comes through loss.
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Don't let anyone tell you that contentment comes easily. It has to be learned. And it requires strength from out-of-this-world. But once you gain it, you'll never trade that settled contentedness for anything.
 
Lord Jesus, teach me to be content in the middle of loss, sorrow, pain, and
discomfort. I want to be a good student and learn well this lesson. Amen

Blessings,
 
Joni and Friends
www.joniandfriends.org